She , Vivien , 15 thisyear .
He , Aloysius , 15 thisyear .
Fate brought us together on 270209 , 04.12pm.

Same school , Yet not same class . ):
I'm sorry , cause we brokenup again , ):

Blog , Vivien's
1 Month
2 Month
Ended

April 2009 May 2009

This blog , will still remain .
till someone remove it ,
i doesn't want to del myself , cause , i want to read everysingle post again & again . ;D

Yeah , we brokenup , no more story & etc .
No more sweet stuff , & etc .
But if there a chance to be rewind , i 'll change everything .
Cause, no one understand me more than you .

Aloysius (h) vivien . ):

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Bi , i just readed this blog .
http://okliaolor.blogspot.com/

Maybe , you want go take a look , how does couple look like .
after reading those , my heart really sank , looking thru ours relationship & everything .
i dontknow whatelse i can do to improve everything .
im not saying you ain't good , ain't a good stead .
i dint regret , because i all say i want you .
Just afraid , my feeling & mood changes everything , & endedup break again .

Yea, you may say , im a cry baby , but have you ever think , why i cry ?
all those answer , is all because of you .
maybe , it me , i ain't a good girlfriend , ain't chio like you ex , ain't sweet , ain't auto , very unreasonable .
i wanted to change , really , but it takes time .
i know , i may done thing to make you jealous , but sometime it was'nt on purpose . ):

i dontknow what to do now to make you love me more .
i dontknow understand , which part of me had done wrong .
all i had done is , crying every single day ,
causing myself , moodless to study , );
i may over-react , but it all because i really likes you .

my fault , i should had change , sorry .

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Woah , 2week , dint update alr .
paiiseh . :D

Realised , we drift so much ,
sometime , i just need your attention .
like th past , can we move on ?
first thing , i ever cry on that day , was because , i'm afraid to lose you ,
afraid , we might drift alot , afraid my feeling will fade .
insecure thatwhy , i chosen my brother thatmuch .
they talks about my feeling , they concern & they care .
sometime , i really do think that , brothers are more impt than you .

because , ours thinking wasnt that same , you see .
i try to give in .
i tolorate everything , i dint seldom throw tantrum , even i does, you should be they , giving your 101% attention & stuff , correct ?
myabe , you dont understand me , maybe .

people might say im hongster & whatever shit , but because , i just need attention , thatalls . ):
whatever it is , it alr 2ndmonth , & 1day .
i can't bear anylonger .


if you girl , wants him thatmuch , that he can give you everythng , go ahead then , i wont stop any of you . ):
thing goes wrong all th time .
we breakup , but patched . :D

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Bi , i realised , i can't lose you .
i can't afford to lose you ,
thistime , i wants to treasure you as much as i could .
i can lost everything but not you .

Afterall , i been thinking , m i th one who suit you ,
who is th one you love , who is th one that you need , & i get that answer just a mins ago .
It yes , you told me you love me very much , althought you dint express it out , my feeling can tell .

i get worried sick , even when it just a small thing ,
cause , iloveyoumore than any one else .
i never want to tell a lie , cause i know its hurt alot .
i want to be w/ you , aloysiusong !

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Met him inth afternoon , partyworld , & home . (:
stupid him , he lie on me when we're on th way home .
Yea , sweet , but super cute okeh ! ><

When he was abit drunk , he more cutee la !
He was th 3rd guy & t lastguy who fed me food , Sweet yea !
& he say , im a baby , hey baby is cute okeh !
Saw his phone , wall-paper & screensaver removed , Note deleted . ):
OHMY .... O:

Bi , we better last alrighttt !
11more day , iloveyou !

Sweeter than sugar , cuter than a rabbit . ;D
Wanting to change a new skin , this skin look so narrow ._.

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2nd post for this blog.
i made a decision , i wants to post this blog everyday , (:
Heehees , Meeting Bi tmr ,
it been days / weeks i've meet him eh ):
Effing miss him okeh !

somehow , having a small tiff w him this two day .
My fault yea , if not for me , it wont causes some much thing to happen .
causing him to have disppointment in me .
Damn fucking lot sorry bi , i promise i will change this time , & i mean it .
Loveyou !

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New bloggy , :D
Heehee , this one , only for me & aloysius yea.
Girl , dont ever think of getting him okeh .
He is mine mine mine !

Alright it , 11.18 pm alr.
Shall post tmr bah . sorry reader.
upload song tmr , & th blogskinny , idiot blogger got serious problem . -'-
im off to sleep , bi wants to wait for me to sleep before him can .
see, how sweet . (:

Night , Luvs !

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